Realizing Something

Often you are so worried about your own feelings, tired of living and sad about the past. Yes the past, because this one indeed is the one to blame. Today I seat down once again. I am not sure what's going on, but I came to realize something. It doesn't change the fact that I get sad easily, nor the fact that I am still not done searching for my path in life. I am just thinking. I am just realizing. I am to go a long way. But see the thing  I am talking about is that sense of similarity-familiarity in life's circumstances. Today I came to realizing that someone feels exactly the same way as I do. It's not surprise, but its no longer as frightening. The feeling that I could possibly be a bi-polar sounds normal now. I am not alone, I am just alone, however there is one more person alone. Today I was also told that it's ok to feel sad. It all makes sense now. I am not saying that I am done being sad, I am not saying that I am done with my searching of happiness. All I am saying is that I was told some things that made me come to a realization. Society often tries to pass the idea that being sad or in deeps thoughts about yourself is a bad thing. Well according to who?! But why is that a bad thing?! Today I came to realizing more than ever before, that its these sad moments that give me the ability to think hard about my searching. I am not to be obsessed with them, but I am allowed to have moments like those. In fact I come to appreciate my happiness when it come. This because I know that it came after a storm of sadness. Today I came to realizing that I am "normal." I am also realizing that it takes time to be ok. I am making sure I realize other millions of things I have to, during this process of life.